Escalating fear intimidation rage trepidation hate continuation loss insinuation–
Incinerating faith validation self recreation life stimulation hope inception-
Elapsing time off-synchronization as sands mid- momentum are held by inertia-
Escalating agitation fight confrontation split persuasion flight persecution-
I am in horror in full awareness in restriction in Deflection-
clashing thoughts and dissonance clog the thin vessels in my brain-
crippled, ShUt DoWn , out of order, can’t HolD-it-ALL together!
pill but instead a short-lived fix reserved for our misfortune…
I hesitate! for the aNTiDoTe has a price my soul can’t always pay.
1 more time I am in DebT
and this benzo bypassing ain’t Free: So called side fx: melancholy took lethal injection over the electric chair: yet trading between evils ain’t right either.