CDQ= {M/P + BS}(3)*

Cycle Duration Quotient = Result of the SUM of Mood divided between Physical markers Plus the PRODUCT of Brain-mind variance multiplied by Sleep hours TIMES three. *

*subject to the randomly organized shifts ocurring in clusters of 3,5,7 hours… or days, but never weeks. Aka the ‘stable instability’ factor.

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WhipLashed

Sudden energy shift -back to where it came from out of fuckin’ nowhere with no space for readjustments not coming at me but taking that which I’d just gotten- this artificial energy unadultered now stolen in this double switch: switch.

Sudden instant fatigue –in slow motion my head feels so heavy  in commotion my thoughts cluttering -overcome by inertia I collapse wide awake I must close my eyes my head hurts I must try to rest- wide awake I can’t sleep once again muscles tense my mood in suspense but my energy deplete.S lo w l  y in creas i n g to 1/2 hypernesswhiplashed I am still may I please have more time before the next switch:switch? 


pRisM

Up-down, left-right, upside-down and viceversa. Unstable motion. Through smoke and mirrors. This figure split in odd angles. All sounds off-key. Untethered perceptions. Speed of light bending shadows. Unfinished momentum. Dangling. Increasing pressure on my neck I can’t breathe I can’t move I can’t speak the energies flow then shatter my shell again. Undone limit. I make my escape from your tightening grip. I Shift, drift and change the prism. I am the beginning, middle and/or end. In Finite Spectrum.

CiRC

short-Circuitry of braiN.short-Cirque sans SoleiL.

Short-circuit trumps Self.

short-circus of dark woe.

ReversE : SwitcH

unFin is h ed cOnsCiouSneSs_im Pair e d of AwarEneSs_

inVincible tho InVisible & Vice-versA.

You press PAUSE, I hit PLAY :Master-submissive charade.

in Com pl e t e business_stabbed I am unBLe e ding_

rough around my EdgeS_toRn & HarDcore.

in C r eased hyperALERTneSs:Dark passions Phase

You PULL my plug, I Re-BOOTmy senses : Top-bottom gone SideWaYs.

negative

& I can’t F a De it_stuck between frames_ froze in Mid- ReverSal.

DoMiNAncE en-Switch_tiME sPiNs_out-of sync!

UnInviteD roles_All encompassing aSsumption

UnAmused inFUSioN_unFORTUNAte post-incluSioN.

DeaDLine(…)

coming down to the end top to bottom all to nothing infinite feelings & boundless emotions condense to these poorly aligned letters conveyed in these insufficient words… with no beginning I am an ellipsis (…) of multiple ends.

Reduction

reducing relentlessly push-&-pullin’ so restlessly/ Anti-Self Anti-Matter mine nonetheless/accountable half-mess// reduced to the irreducible now this once All-or-Nothin’/Roaming invisibly among the rest//

with no destination I walk eat & sleep alone/I hate it-&- cannot unmake it//

lest we simplify, lest I reduce as I’m being reduced in factorization//… for in subtractin’ one is losin’ bits of self, in minimizing one leaves scenes of life unreturned...///

Losing Misplacing this phasing of consciousness wears me out/// Looking restocking the cramped edgy corners of my sickened head/// Losing Mismatching dysphasing of time on my body taking toll/// Looking re-stuck-in this cycle of mini cataclysms & unforgiving hell prisms.////

Reducing to the irreducible: my life devoluting, my Self unbecoming, my world convoluting.

Reduced-&-Irreducible: turned in to a nothin’, sultry mistress to my misery disguising the sad naughtyness.

-with nothing to live for I no longer have to expect; not to mention care or self-respect— I’m some of a thing–

—restructured undoing down to my core/Anti-Self Anti-Matter not really mattering ‘ ’til I shared–

—-In this state of inter-textual action-play/ irreducible All is lost with All left to gain—-

reduced signification in factorization ad-infinitum

**Naked concoction of pervasive nothingness strippin’ seduction to distract the nonsense & lacking imagination**