With this anguish. this
unrelenting despair.this widening burden. this heightening harshness burns me. but I won’t shut-down this power-play.

With this rising black sun my soul decimating down to darkest of coals. hypersexed mistress painfully restrained and tainted.

It flagellates me in seductive ritualistic trance searing my flesh in cruelest caress. but it turns me on and  I can’t quite contain it

Metamorphose stillborn in complete emptiness tightening grip on my fragile sanity

as I feel the warmth gliding down my legs