in a tiny black hole i wish to hide in plain sight, hope less, unseen
in a blink of our eyes i disappear.
in plain sight, pain full, undone in a tiny black hole i’m let go
in a single breath i disintegrate.
in between words i escape in plain sight, joy less, uneasy
in a tiny black hole i’m forced in.
sharing space with depression, lust meets agitation & chaos ensues
in plain sight, vacant,
i wish TO DIE yet
truly i mean TO DISAPPEAR
without a trace
of my former existence.
elusive freedom in suicidal words
my poem between life & death unsettled in nonchalance i am.