Pumping thru me In-CRESCENDO rapidly. It’s stuck in my throat and it Pushes me-this sensation I can’t swallow. Pulses frantically in this feeling I now wallow.
Thump, thump, ticking, toc.
From 10 to 1 it shall pass
Thump, thump, tocking, tic.
It’s still here with my anxiety scene

Comatose sanity drowning.
Underneath the currents of my intangible hell I’m vacant
Fight, flight, sink, swim, laugh, cry, freeze. Done it all yet it won’t do.
Haunted in plain sight. Screaming, crying, dying wearing my quiet smile.