(mania gone depressed…)
blank expression like a blank canvas to a live painting.
blank stare like a gateway to a life of hidden madness.
-another day in the mindfuckery dungeon of mixed states-
over the rainbow down the black hole she is nowhere
-another time abandoned by the grandiose domme self-
a failure of mine forever stuck in the quicksand of time
speeding at 1099 mph I can’t move strangled by inertia
exhaustion steps aside to this increasingly manic mind
loosing traction of thoughts feelings and reactions desperate
my sanity keeps getting tainted to the point I can’t fake it
-another piece pushed until it broke though not free-
anxiety burns my skin and fucks my logic what will be of me?
I feel worthless sexy energetic anxious depressed paranoid suicidal