Ijustcantbehere . I_just_can’t. But then wherethefuck are you going, bitch? Nowhere_that’s where you belong, right next to the aisle of former goals & dreams. You are a cocktail of seduction, hostility, anxiety, depression, dysphoria, mania, perfectionsm, rage, and some drops of potent personality extract -so overpowered you might miss its taste although it’s still there though not quite. I keep adding more to this recipe of chaotic disaster, watch the extract fade  as your personality slips away, as this person you often wear turns into a stranger. No more extract to swallow the bitterness and put the rage aside. No more extract to force a smile or give value to your worthlessness. No more anything but mania & depression – femme fatale dominatrix.