I’m caught up in this nightmarish thing I can’t awaken from: tears cloud my sight, pain pulses through my body, until suddenly sensations are surreal and I start to feel numb. the veil falls -i see my empty surroundings, these blank walls, my packed belongings, some items in disarray- “nobody should have to live like this”… there are no people in this house that should be home, and where did myself go… WHATTHEFUCKISTHIS???? Because LIFEITISNOT.