I. can’t. continue. like. this.  Treatment for bipolar disorder is a journey.  If your condition is treatment-resistant, it’s a new level of hell…mine is sexy & BDSM.         Oh faulty biology with your excessive electricity and insufficient circuitry, how dare me and my psychiatrist fool you!

something about pain-desperation-depression sharpens your eye lens as you see the world. something about speed-euphoria-mania does that too. kicks exposure up a notch and saturates colors all the way. mixed episodes are unsettling and disconcerting. anything goes. Why. did. we. think. lithium. could. still. help?