is all there is today. For you, for me, for assholes and kind people alike. I stand here @ work in complete disconnection. Detachment keeping my hostility at bay, lucky me. I see me but I fail to respond. I catch on to people reactions yet I’m swallowed by this raw indifferent frustration, my seemingly nonchalant void. No response from me, except for myself noticing. I don’t mean to do this but how will they know? I’m struggling to be human. Really.
I exude as much warmth as any temperature below zero degrees.
Ooops I did not do it. Take my mood stabilizer that is. Great.