Self Deprived… and More

My world in chaotic Disarray- My Self so Discontent

Disappointment follows me everywhere

Disdain seeps into my every breath

Deprivation of sleep & sex – though sleep I can do without

Time slips away-And with it, my Youth

My Sanity goes along with them – Leaving Me here

Dissatisfied- with Nowhere to go

Deconstruction ongoing ’til further notice

Delusions distort my views once more

Infestation-an  Army of parasites

Sucking my Brain’s life out, putting me to Inertia

Anxiety and Fear take hold

Paralyzed but ready to let Go