not so pretty

(rewind) she’s a little gorgeous_confident_hilarious_very intelligent_fabulous_quite effervescent

she’s both good & evil_ purity&temptation_slave&dominatrix_both high&low_inside&out

from erotic vixen to porcelain doll_ suddenly silent_motionless_frozen expression_tears iced in her eyes

between moans, dark, candlelight, wetness and lingerie- he takes a closer look

a weak_vulnerable_paranoid_delusional_hostile_insane_ manicdepressive

she’s damaged goods, as worthy as yesterday’s news

she’s not so pretty, not as she looks

but she no longer hurts as much_for she has learned_sooner or later_it’s bound to happen anyway