There is nothing!!!!!

…Positive or pretty to this torment

There is nothing! at the end of the storm

Half formed rainbow throws me into limbo.

There is nothing!

No love, no thoughts

No sunrise, no sunset

No beginning or end

There is nothing!

But exhaustion and pain

Fields of hopeless despair

Taken over by this, my madness

Destroyed before harvest

There is nothing good, no advantage

That is a nicely wrapped lie sometimes I believe.

A form of denial – Of this horror, Of this pain

Of an inner truth that has become far too real.

Hell, world frigid cold

Hell, my place to dwell.