Dark? Nah, Pitch Fucking Black Place

whatever happened to the little ray of light, almost transparent silver lining?

after hope is lost, is there anything (positive) left?

this. is. too. much. pain. and. darkness. for. an. insignificant. nuisance. like. me.

— knock, knock: mania, where r u?—

have u ever lied for so long and well that ur truth shifted? wish mine did. but no.

like a worn out actress i’m stuck with a role i played for long but no longer feel.

but i guess i would rather play my role than be myself. my role can entertain. real me, not.

but i have a bias against me so does my opinion even count? yeah, thought so (whatever u thought).

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i didn’t ask nor want this. i’m desperate. i hurt. too many voices in my head drown my screams. i work soon. in other words, i’m fucked and not nearly remotely similar to the way i would like.

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